Erica Ricketts

erie220@yahoo.com — Sun, 15 Dec 2002 07:42:22 GMT

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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hoorah!

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 07 Oct 2002 18:34:31 GMT

What kind of punk kid are you?
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shit

erie220@yahoo.com — Fri, 04 Oct 2002 18:42:39 GMT

the last thing i posted isn't suppose to look like that. if you look at mikey cohens journal, thats what its suppose to be like. and mikey and dana, you guys are my heros

erie220@yahoo.com — Fri, 04 Oct 2002 18:38:59 GMT

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your stupid!

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 04 Sep 2002 00:15:08 GMT

hey jen and my lovely jakie---- I'll put whatever the hell i want in my journal!! so to hell with both of you! hahaha. And it is an amazing book too! i love it! and jake, shes right, your mom is a german whore.

your stupid!

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 04 Sep 2002 00:14:10 GMT

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Sep 2002 23:36:18 GMT

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it 'Chops'
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Tracy
took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed a lot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
valentine with a row of X's
and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
he wrote a poem called 'autumn'
because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because of its new paint
And the kids told him
that Father Tracy smoked cigars
And left the butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
when he asked her to go see santa claus
And the kids told him why
his mother and father kissed a lot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
when he cried for him to do it

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
he wrote a poem
And he called it 'Innocense: A question'
because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
and a strage steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
because he never showed her
That was the year that Father Tracy died
And he forgot how the end
of the Apostle's creed went
And he caught his sister
making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
or even talked
And the girl around the corner
wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
but he kissed her anyway
because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
he tried another poem
And he called it 'absolutley nothing'
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each dammed wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
because this time he didn't think
he could reach the kitchen

my shoes!!

erie220@yahoo.com — Tue, 27 Aug 2002 15:03:56 GMT

i left my shoes in jacob's car!!1 oh no!! those were my first day of of school shoes!! worry you not faithful readers, i will deal. last night me and jacob went tp plymouth rock and made $1.82. And it wasn't by prostituting (even though my Jacob would make a divine hooker, i taught him well) Im going out with kyle soon to go with him to get his senior pics done (hoorah!)

another try....

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Aug 2002 21:20:26 GMT

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my plan foiled.....

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Aug 2002 21:18:59 GMT

that last entry was suppose to be two people having sex. you can kinda see it now that i told you......it got fucked up because for some reason the lower half of their bodies got cut off. ill try it again....

hehehehehehehehehe

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Aug 2002 21:17:20 GMT

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erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Aug 2002 17:34:24 GMT

im really mad for some reason at kyle. he got off without saying goodbye, and i know he didn't get kicked off. argh that makes me so angry. haha im such a psyco, the littlest things make me mad.

*shoutout to the coolest kids in the world-- My jacob, jen and her mulch babies' named mich, and trica*

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Aug 2002 17:13:20 GMT

last nite i went to the palace with my sister. it was pretty fun, i saw a drunken brawl, good stuff. lotsa men and hoochies.....ewww. school starts soon, and i miss summer already. i miss stina sooo super duper much. stina- you can come back to brighams said donna!!

erie220@yahoo.com — Fri, 23 Aug 2002 19:05:31 GMT

argh

erie220@yahoo.com — Fri, 23 Aug 2002 14:23:43 GMT

i just entered this really long update because i haven't updated in a whilE. I JUST DELETED IT ALL!!! fucking hell. today i want to go to the demolition derby, but alas, there is no one to go with. im going to the vision nightclub on monday with brent, michelle, darcie, and maybe christine...

ahhh

erie220@yahoo.com — Sun, 18 Aug 2002 14:38:57 GMT

Nothing very much has happened since my last entry, warped tour was okay. me and kyle got in a fihgt and i ended up taking a different train home. ALONE I MIGHT ADD. anyway, been working 5 days a week at brighams YESSS!!! since all the waitresses are gone ( some fired, some quit, some left for college) there are only like 5 of us.

On a totally different note---- CHRISTINA I MISS YOU!! i miss us hanging out and im sorry that you got grounded!! call me whenever you break loose!

erie220@yahoo.com — Mon, 12 Aug 2002 19:45:54 GMT

had quite the weekend, went to party, got a LITTLE tipsy, went to the palace, witnessed someone catch on fire, witness a dry hump on a dance floor. saw some REAL hoochies. slept over the twins house...now im home, getting ready to go out to the royal garden with my lovely boyfriend and 20 of his friends. ooo boy.

i feel alone. for some reason i feel as if no one cares. hopefully it will pass

weekend?

erie220@yahoo.com — Sat, 10 Aug 2002 14:08:59 GMT

ahh I thought that i was about to have a fun weekend reeking havoc and partying....but......when my mom called darcies mom to get a load of complete and utter bullshit, darcies mom said there wasn't any plans!!! alas! what went wrong? me thinks ill call stina right now and see whats up. I WAS READY TO PARRRRTAAAAYYYY

everything that i have come to know is only an illusion of my subconsious

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 07 Aug 2002 13:22:51 GMT

well, yesterday i went out to pizza hut with my father. i didn't really want to go, seeing how my bitterness towards him always gets the better of me. my mother made me go, which caught me off gaurd, she always lets me make my own decisions with my father. michelle and i go, and right after we finish eating, my father tells us something him and my mother have been keeping from us. me and michelle have a sister that we never knew about. a half sister. shes 14, and about to attend the high school i am at (silver lake). apparently, my father had an affair (one of the many) and had another child that no one ever knew about. now i have two other siblings that were made by my father while cheating on my mother. when will my soap opera life end?

erie220@yahoo.com — Sat, 03 Aug 2002 14:10:07 GMT

yesterday--went to cue time with mikey,justin, emily, hanlon, gif, michelle, and fitz. it was pretty damn boring, we played pool for like 4 hours. uhhhhhhhhhh working tonight!! and tomorrow......pain in the assss......

a note from kyle

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Jul 2002 14:09:45 GMT

well, kyle saw this and he says that i should put in that I'm not an angel either. And its true, i lied to him, so I guess we are both at fault. But I get more angry than him when we get in fights, hence these online rantings. KYLE IM SORRY

well well

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Jul 2002 13:46:36 GMT

i know i know, this is boring to read about, but just bear with me as i discuss my feelings once again. I feel like I am justified in my actions, yet I feel terrible. Jake (your the coolest) says its Seperation Compelx or something of that sort. But I think if I just leave him, he will ruin himself even more, thus making his destruction my fault. Is it just me or is this a Catch-22??

shit

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Jul 2002 03:17:16 GMT

shit i did it again. i didn't mean to exploit you kyle, its just so easy

editors note----

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Jul 2002 03:04:55 GMT

that last entry was quite uncalled for and pretty mean to my ex. well thats how i feel, and maybe i shouldn't have made it public, but I did. I feel a lot better now, and kyle, im sorry it had to be at your expense. But then again, you smoking was at my expense wasn't it? At least one of us will sleep well tonight, and its not me. and guess what? I'll be sleeping pretty good tomorrow night dear kyle-- because I will drunker than you would ever imagine. You can thank yourself for this.

I HATE ALL MEN

erie220@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Jul 2002 02:52:29 GMT

have you ever loved someone so much that you tried to protect them from harm? i bet this answer would be a yes to most of you. but my next quandry.... has that person that you loved doesn't care abou himself? i don't think many people can say that because not many people are THAT STUPID (yes kyle this is you and yes i am calling you stupid) to do this. KYLE -- i am the only one who will ever care enough about you and what you do. just remember that when you smoke up that you know what you've done to yourself. but i think you will be to stupid and disoriented to even know what your purpose in life is. if you ever had one.